I will have much more to say over time... But this episode was something that, upon time of recording (January, 2026), we decided was too intimate to post. We reviewed the initial cut (thank you Steven), and feared that once something so personal was out there, we couldn't ever take it back. We decided to store it and save it for off chance that we might some day feel comfortable posting it. 

That day sadly came much sooner than either of us ever expected... This conversation, that I am now so thankful for, is a thorough look into our lives before & during the show. We came up with something like 100-150 questions before narrowing it down to this intimate conversation wherein we interviewed each other for the first, and last time.

The goal was not only to get to know each other in ways we didn't, but share something new and unique with you all. But it ended up feeling like some kind of odd series finale, without it meaning to be at all. Now, all things considered, for Bo and I together, in a way it is.

I expected going back through this to be painful and impossible, and it turned out to be some of the only comfort I've found since his passing. Suddenly he was here, back in the room with me, as he now is with all of you. I wish I could take back many of my thoughts and feelings expressed in this conversation. I wish I could have consoled him. I wish a lot of things. But I believe it is a genuine miracle that we did this, and that this exists, and despite how painful it is, I think it is important that it be out there. I am writing this in haste basically on the way to his memorial, so I will let him speak for himself here now.

For Bo, Forever.